random thoughts

June 5, 2009 at 6:04 pm (Uncategorized)

I think I need a gay fan club.  Not a real club per se, just some gays that love me and will make me laugh, like in the movies.  This my blog, and I can say whatever stupid thing I want. 

My doc says everything looks “fantastic”, which is comforting and kinda exciting.  Fantastic?  Wow.  

I want to be covered in a blanket of friends.  That would be so comforting.  I really need some good friends.   People that I can be with and just curl up in a blanket and cry, and they would comfort me. I know this is all weird…. just some random thoughts I had on my way home.  I’m alone so much and I don’t have any friends like that.  Well, 1…but she’s leaving.  

enough moping…i think i’m going to take a nap… i’m so exhausted.


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June 5, 2009 at 5:57 am (Uncategorized)

Random thoughts:

Eating sushi never ceases to make me feel like I am a ballon of raw fish.  Especially Sushi and Noodles buffet.

Pigeon cooing noises sound a lot like people having sex.  I’d much rather hear the pigeon. 

Nicole and I are totally going to co-host a reality show.  It’s gonna happen and we will probably just crack ourselves up.  Wouldn’t it be nice if we could get paid for it?

Life and love are complicated.  I am a fan of quotes because I’ve found some that can say far more inpiring things than I can…


    I Like this quote I dislike this quoteLove is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses.

 Lao Tzu

    I Like this quote I dislike this quoteSome people think it’s holding on that makes one strong- sometimes it’s letting go.

    I Like this quote I dislike this quoteMay the love hidden deep inside your heart find the love waiting in your dreams. May the laughter that you find in your tomorrow wipe away the pain you find in your yesterdays.

It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent that survives. It is the one that is the most adaptable to change.

Just because you’re in love with someone doesn’t mean you have any business being in a relationship with them.

In love, it is better to know and be disappointed than to not know and always wonder…

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.
  Anais Nin

Life is a process. We are a process. The universe is a process.

Joni Mitchell:

I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all

Good communications is as stimulating as black coffee and just as hard to sleep after.

Anne Morrow Lindbergh


Each of us wages a private battle each day between the grand fantasies we have for ourselves and what actually happens.

Cathy Guisewite


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