May 26, 2010 at 10:58 pm (Uncategorized)

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May 26, 2010 at 10:54 pm (Uncategorized)

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May 12, 2010 at 4:15 am (Uncategorized)

Why can’t the world just SHUT THE FUCK UP?!?!?!?!?!

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May 11, 2010 at 12:51 am (Uncategorized)

Maybe if I share the path I walk then a little more of your pain will vanish. I want you to heal, whoever you are. I don’t care what pain you’ve brought the world, I just want yours to subside. No matter what, your path is yours. Dont follow misery or worry. Devote every moment of your life to improving your dreams. Love your world. Cherish the good you do. Let go of hatred. Dream of love.

Pain is such an uncomfortable feeling that even a tiny amount of it is enough to ruin every enjoyment. Will Rogers

But what is the good of friendship if one cannot say exactly what one means? Anybody can say charming things and try to please and to flatter, but a true friend always says unpleasant things, and does not mind giving pain. Indeed, if he is a really true friend he prefers it, for he knows that then he is doing good. Oscar Wilde

There is no pain so great as the memory of joy in present grief.

It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.

Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust.

Courage is not limited to the battlefield or the Indianapolis 500 or bravely catching a thief in your house. The real tests of courage are much quieter. They are the inner tests, like remaining faithful when nobody’s looking, like enduring pain when the room is empty, like standing alone when you’re misunderstood.

Charles Swindoll quotes

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So True

May 10, 2010 at 9:21 pm (Uncategorized)

It’s no good trying to keep up old friendships. It’s painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it.

I cannot stand being awake, the pain is too much

The pain of the mind is worse than the pain of the body Publilius Syrus

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Oh the horror

May 10, 2010 at 3:16 am (Uncategorized)

I can’t even put into words how I’m feeling right now.  Betrayed, hurt….lied to, shock.  That was yesterday as a result of a really complicated hurtful situation that I was the center of.  Today I feel all of those things plus fear and a heavy heart as my Oma has been diagnosed with Leukemia.  This has really been a couple of the hardest days of my life.  I can’t even begin to express in words how I feel.  I don’t think my heart or brain can handle everything right now.  I will talk about the mortality aspect later…right now I have to figure out how to function for 12 hours tomorrow taking care of crying babies.  I’m a sensitive emotional person and I think i really just need to time to process all of this.

This little bridesmaid episode will definitely make it into my book.

“It’s just when you want… no when you need people to be there for you They’re not.. they’re like a million miles away And when you think someone is totally reliable and trustworthy and you’ve built your whole life around them and then it turns out they were never that person.”

”I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel”

“It is such a secret place, the land of tears.” -Antoine de Saint-Exupery

”Last night I learned if things get bad, they’ll always get worse.”

“It’s so much easier to run than face all this pain here all alone.”

“Tonight I’ll stand in the light so you can count how many tears fall from my eyes… This time I’ll be alright, my heart can’t get any worse” -The Starting Line

“Love me when I least deserve it, because thats when I need it the most…”

“It always seems just as soon as things are going good..just as soon as life takes a turn for the best…everything goes wrong…gets lost, confused and all messed up… and then you crash… and just have to sit there, cause you dont have the strength to get up”

“theres nothing left of me to be hurt anymore, i’ve been torn apart..”

“Maybe this world is another planet’s Hell.”

“And it’s me who is my enemy, me who beats me up, me who makes the monsters, me who strips my confidence, and it’s me who is to weak, and it’s me who is too shy to ask for the thing I love.”

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