the never ending saga of sick

August 12, 2010 at 1:47 am (Uncategorized)

oh my god. I need to vent about my life right now.  I have seriously been sick for the past 2 months with some ailment or another. I have been going through a lot of changes and started a new job and am now realizing just how much stress has interfered with my life.  2 different doctors confirmed the shingles was caused by stress, which didn’t surprise me.  My immune system is pretty much non-existant at this point.  I have heard that stress can do a lot of bad things to your health but I have been stressed before and never gotten sick so I just assumed I wasn’t stressed enough.  I guess now I have hit the quota.  My job… ugh, I don’t like it.  I just don’t enjoy it.  I think it’s a combination of being exhausted all the time (from being sick), and then being exhausted from chasing toddlers around all the time that makes me feel like every day is a major struggle to get out of bed.  To be honest, at this point I am really not interested in teaching anymore.  I can’t believe I just said that.  That was a secret.  Until now.

What I would absolutely LOVE is to just have a break and regain my health and my sanity.  I would like to go into a job actually looking forward to SOMETHING, even if it’s just seeing my co-workers.  I have been looking into proofreading/editing as a part time job.  If I like it, and I’m good at it, i can make it a full time thing.  I know I’m way ahead of myself here, but it would be soooo nice to make my own hours and work from home.  Or even travel if I want.  I’m not saying I don’t want to ever teach again, just saying at this moment in time i am completely exhausted and want to collapse.  I don’t even recognize myself anymore.  I have no life.  I get up in the morning because I know I can go to bed when I get home.

Anyway, that was a long complaining post, but I really needed to get it out.

There is some bitch having a loud ass yelling match on her phone outside.  Love living right on Montrose.  But, I do really like this apartment 🙂


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